I have discovered more about myself lately due to the fact that I had been ill with covid and lung infections for 3 weeks. I had experienced loneliness, isolation, tears and frustration. I could have continued focusing on all that was going wrong but I decided that was enough and find out the true cause of why this was going on. I am one to believe that when we get sick, there is always a spiritual reason for this occurrence. I feel I got covid as I needed a rest. Alot had been going in my life in the month of December and leading into January. My body said enough, and I had to rest. I then researched why the lung issues. The spiritual meaning I found in my healing books was that I was carrying grief and sadness. Now I had to sit and really think about that. I discovered when I started to journal about it that my body was right! It made so much sense when I looked back on my life and all that happened and all that did not happen for me that I hoped would have. Once I recognized the reason, my healing speeded up.
The other thing I discovered, was I needed to reach out to my friends and ask for help. I couldn't continue on with the way I was feeling emotionally and bless my friends who called me every day. They were a lifeline for me. I also asked Spirit for help as I couldn't clear my driveway through the snowstorms we were having. My neighbours automatically came to clear my driveway several times. I felt truly blessed.
So I suggest to you, when you are not feeling well or going through some emotional problems, you are not alone. Reach out to people and ask for help and ask Spirit as they are always present to want to help us on this journey.
Many blessings,
Your comments on your Covid experience could apply to anyone. It's a time of re-set. Glad it's behind you.